Will Never Get Easier
by Kaye Des'Ormeaux
It has been two, long
since my daughter went
I thought it would
somehow be easier
but it's still just as
I want to think she's on
But it's just a trick of
Sometimes it gets me
through the day.
Oh but the truth is so
Today I sat and looked
at the clock
Oh I thought of that night back then.
I waited for the light to come on.
A sign that my baby had safely come in.
That is what would always happen.
It was her & my special routine.
I would be so relieved to have her home.
Every Mom knows just what I mean.
The rules of the routine that night was burned.
I went to bed but could not sleep.
No words can express what news I learned ...
Scarring me forever so painfully deep.
For my precious Heidi was taken from me.
Never to again walk through my door.
I don't have answers to any of the questions ...
Oh, why did I lose the daughter I adore?
Now, she's been in Heaven for two years.
And I don't know where I should be.
Oh, this grieving Mom can tell you, my friends ...
It will never get easier for me.
All I can do is share with you her beautiful memory.
Dedicated to Judy
in loving Memory of Heidi
(October 28, 2002)