"We will never forget you precious Heidi~~~until we meet again~~~you are loved for eternity!~~~We will forget you not for you are there~~~in the beat of our hearts and the wings of our prayers!!!"

 

 


It Will Never Get Easier For Me
by Kaye Des'Ormeaux


It has been two, long miserable years
since my daughter went away.
I thought it would somehow be easier
but it's still just as painful today.

I want to think she's on vacation.
But it's just a trick of my mind.
Sometimes it gets me through the day.
Oh but the truth is so unkind.

Today I sat and looked at the clock
Oh I thought of that night back then. I waited for the light to come on. A sign that my baby had safely come in.

That is what would always happen.
It was her & my special routine.
I would be so relieved to have her home.
Every Mom knows just what I mean.
The rules of the routine that night was burned.
I went to bed but could not sleep.
No words can express what news I learned ...
Scarring me forever so painfully deep.
For my precious Heidi was taken from me.
 Never to again walk through my door.
I don't have answers to any of the questions ...
Oh, why did I lose the daughter I adore?
Now, she's been in Heaven for two years.
And I don't know where I should be.
Oh, this grieving Mom can tell you, my friends ...
It will never get easier for me.
All I can do is share with you her beautiful memory.
~Kaye Des'Ormeaux~
Copyright 2002 
Dedicated to Judy
in loving Memory of Heidi
(October 28, 2002)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I have decided to help other Parents by making free memorial pages for their children. Please click this button above to write me about making a memorial page for your angel son or daughter. Its my small way to help other bereaved parents. I think that my Heidi would like that.

Remember that grief is not something you get over, it is something that you walk through. My shoes are worn and my feet hurt from this walk...(author unknown)

 

 

 

 

I thank my dear friend Kaye for this beautiful poem...

I love you Kaye!

 

 

 

I thank my dear dear friend Rose Mary for making this picture of my Heidi. It is beautiful my friend. Thank you.

I love you Rose Mary!

 

 

 

This poem and graphics were made especially for Heidi. Please honor her memory and leave them here.  Thank you.

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